his life, his world

2010-04-20T21:18:00.003+08:00

it gets worse everyday. it's like a cycle. one moment we're good and the next thing we aren't. i wonder how long will it go on like this. you don't know me and i don't know you. you need to know before we can understand. there are things that pisses you off and there are things that pisses me off too. think about it. there's a lot of things that needs to done here. you know that don't you? i guess it's part and parcel. forget it then. hmm ...

"nobody has it easy."

"everybody knows."

2010-04-18T23:17:00.003+08:00

i guess the coolest thing to be me is that people think i'm legal already. why? because i managed to pass through the usher at the cinema to catch Kick-Ass which is rated M18. hahaha. cool or what? i love myself. hahaha. not in a narcissistic way though. :D moving on. i give 5 out of 5 for this movie. although it doesn't seem to be a M18 movie, overall, it's one ass kicking movie. hee. you should catch aye. (:

to understand someone, you have to know everything about that person. you have to know every small details. it's not simple though. it takes years to really understand a person. and just as you thought you really understand a person, think again because you may never know that one small thing you do or say, it can actually lead to a big fight. think about it. get to know and then understand. it's easier that way.

"observe."

2010-04-12T21:58:00.002+08:00

school's great. friends here and there. cool shit. this Friday, an outing have been arranged. lucky enough i got my pay already by then. i can't think much now. my brain is too tired to think. till here i guess.

"don't make an ass out of you and me, ass-u-me."

"thanks eh."

2010-04-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

Me at Ubi. (:

video was taken like 2 years ago. i forgot who took it but i know Shirin was there laughing her ass off. good ol' days. believe it or not, she have like 5 stupid videos of me. all taken without me knowing or with my consent. hahaha. laugh along readers. like they say, laughter is the best medicine. enjoy. (:

"slipper tk de

tk boyeh balek!"

2010-04-08T17:16:00.002+08:00

sling bag almost break my shoulders apart. tomorrow will be backpack as i'm going laid back kinda style. assignments beybeh. it pisses me off but what the heck. 10 months studying is 10 months suffering. bullocks.

"joke of the day,
"tu kau peyy slua dlm uh."

2010-04-06T17:48:00.001+08:00

i've moved from konvicted_1720@hotmail.com to nooraslam@live.com.sg. thanks. (:

currently watching Vantage Point. cool shit man. hahaha. (:

2010-04-06T12:46:00.002+08:00

hello good afternoon. been TweetBookBlog-ing. i swear i'm tired. and oh, no school today. i totally forgot about that. but the suckiest thing, some of the days i have afternoon class. chibai man. but nevermind la. at least i have something to do in the afternoon right? oh well. and H, see you in a bit? i'm going Sim Lim to collect M.O uh. kalau sudi, ikut uh. hahaha.

"now a symphony is the only song to sing."

"Acapella"

2010-04-05T18:45:00.004+08:00

welcoming myself back to the cyber world. woohoo! thanks to my new baby, i can start blogging back and update this darn old blog, hopefully regularly. hehe. xp

school has been great man. made lots of friends. okay, actually not. just 5. how pathetic. hahaha. but the chicks there are damn hot. when i say hot, i really mean. phewit! hahaha. come to think of it, schooling at MDIS is not a bad idea at all. the learning environment there is very condusive and everybody's learning. including me okay. hehe. xp this term, i'm studying Accountings and Communication Skills. dang! can't believe i'm learning the same thing over again. hahaha.

anyhoser, i miss CBTL. i miss working with them all. i wanna go back work but i can't thanks to school. double dang! come to think of it, working at CBTL gives me a lot of opportunity. i passed my Interact with Guest class which can help me in my Hospitality. cool shit man. hearts CBTL. hehe. xp

"new environment,
new people. (:"

2010-02-23T16:47:00.002+08:00

to `kHai - i got hold to the DVD already. amcm? marathon pe? hahaha. but kn, i think you watched the whole of Season 2 & 3 already. nevermind. hahaha.

anyway, i'm at a freaking LAN shop at Katong blogging. like what the hell. hahaha. it's freaking hot la here. what do you expect. it's Katong for a reason. hahaha.

i wanna share something. i'm so touched by my colleague who's from the Philippines. he actually works his ass off here and sent half his salary back home and, left his ATM card there too. he also allow his mum to use the card if she needed money. but where does he get his allowance from. 1/4 of his savings. and before i got to know his story, i actually cut my labour for another Philippines colleague of mine. i decided to do free labour and let her be paid than being send home just because our outlet can't hit the sales. so yea.

"janji diri kau ada di tempat ku sandarkan,
mimpi-mimpi ku melangkah ke alam rahsiamu."

"have a baby by me."

2010-02-05T18:15:00.002+08:00

decision made.

Diploma in Travel, Tourism & Hospitality Management at Management Development Institute of Singapore, by University of Bradford.

Spotted A working at Parkway.
But who could he have been looking at?
Who am I?
That's one thing i'll never tell.

xoxo, Gossip Girl.

yes ppl. i'm hooked to GG. waiting for my pay so that i can get hold of GG season 2. woohoo. GG marathon at my house nk? with who? that's a secret i'll never tell. okay lame. HAHAHA!

(sorry for the lack of update. yes /khai, i've lost the muse to blog. well that's part of it. but my lappy's down. so yea. shall blog whenever i can la eh.)

till the next, decent, proper, entry, take care.

"who am I?
xoxo, GG. (:"

2010-02-01T18:34:00.002+08:00

Spotted A roaming around the Town,
but who could that girl be?
Who am I? That's one thing I'll never tell,
xoxo, gossip girl!

2010-01-12T14:23:00.002+08:00

Diploma in Mass Commnication awarded by Oklahoma City University at MDIS

Higher Nitec in Leisure & Travel Operations at ITE Clementi

"choices."

2009-12-30T21:13:00.002+08:00

as days goes by, i've been thinking, who am i actually. what am i doing with my life. have i changed? am i not the old me? you decide. you're the judge. somehow i feel, i'm just not myself. what's really happening ..?

"changing ..?"

2009-12-22T17:18:00.002+08:00

ah yeaa. back to blogging again. i didn't play the Tuba during the concert. Percussion it was. hahaha. and do you know that i got busted by my own friend? because of him, i can't perform but because of Haziq and Suhaina, i can perform. here's the explaination. Eddy, my friend, didn't leave my black shirt outside his houseas promised. Amirul came to hishouse the next day and apparently Eddy didn't leave it outside. and damn i got busted. but thanks to Haziq and Suhaina, both of them helped to ask around for a black shirt and the last resort was, borrowing from one of the Thai. and yea. i did borrow it from them and get to perform.

"Busted!"

2009-12-17T00:23:00.002+08:00

my name is in the programme booklet already. can't back out. but nevermind. it'll be fun to perform with the Band once more. hahaha. (: Tuba it is then for me to play together with Amirul. and damn we can't pitch. but no worries. we can catch up. insya-Allah. (: so it'll be Band all the way for me. sorry peeps. i'll be busy with the Band practices till 19th of December. my bad. :/

"ah yeaa~ :D"

2009-12-16T14:01:00.002+08:00

Percussion or Tuba? hmm ... i don't know la. today till 22nd of December BN will be spending a lot of time with Unity and Wat Suthiwararam. should i follow? wait, the most important question, should i perform? hmm ...

2009-12-13T03:08:00.003+08:00

yea. change of blogskin. it's the obvious right? hahaha. anyway, i'm hungry but there's nothing to eat. i know this is so random of me to say that. my bad. :/ i still can't find Episode 4 & 5 to Take Care of the Young Lady. Fida! help me in this. hahaha. i should stop being random.

yesterday was a very unplanned day. in the morning i headed down to BN for combined. okay wait, i didn't sit in but i was there to listen to my juniors. hahaha. sectionals with the Percussion. felt like the ol' times. (: afterwards met my hippiest best friend, finally i know who she was -_-", but she wasn't that hippy. hahaha. went to Parkway to send Hanna and then ... this is where boredom strikes. we pratically round the whole of Basement 1 and Level 1 and look out for eye-candies. more of me than her i guess. hehe. xp we were at Parkway from 5 all the way till 8. had our smoke break twice. hahaha. sounds like as if we're working. i was being a kind soul, accompanied my hippiest best friend back home then bus-ed back to Parkway to fetch Hanna. that's my routine fyi. someone who's jobless and got nothing to do. hahaha.

"hold my hand."

2009-12-12T00:54:00.005+08:00

Primo Momento. a collaborated concert by Suthiwararam(sp) Thailand Band, Unity Symphony & Bedok North Syphonic Band. tickets at $10. concert will be held at ACJC(Anglo-Chinese Junior College) at 1530hours. (:

like f*ck. Viva La Musica sounds way better than Primo Momento. too bad. it had to be this way. no matter what, BNBand will shine during this collaborated concert. practice well my juniors and Unity too. lets make the audience go wild together for the first time. hell yea! :D

still deciding which section to help. but mostly i'll be back sitting at the very end to support my juniors and provide a solid bass line for the band. (chey, bbl mcm paham. haha.) with the help of me, Amirul & Haziq(maybe), the band will indeed have a solid bass line. hahaha. listen out to us ppl. we're gonna bring the auditorium down(NOT!). hahaha!

"Tuba Section 07 is back! (:"

2009-12-11T01:30:00.005+08:00

"blank screen then words shoot out" -Rafie.

watched New Moon yesterday and i was getting restless the first half an hour. too much talking i guess. hahaha. the rest of the show was okay but the ending was left hanging resulting us to wait for the release of Eclipse. pfft.

anyway, sorry for not updating. i'm just too lazy. heh. oh i finally finished watching 1st Shop of the Coffee Prince and Hot Shot. woohoo! two great shows. i just like their storyline. ain't a Korean/Taiwanese Drama freak. hahaha.

btw, the only hippiest friend i know and i have is Farhan/Aan.

to Yan : insya-Allah kalau aku ade mase. (:

to Hanna : updated liao. hehe. xp

2009-11-30T00:32:00.002+08:00

think.

all i have to say is think. really think. you then know what's really happening. i need not say much. really.

"you stated it yourself."

2009-11-29T15:45:00.003+08:00

"i guess, too much of me. :/" - Hanna

she said so herself. am i two-facing? hmm ... okaaay. you should have read that in my inbox since you've meddled with it. you didn't see it ke? i'm asking where did that cousin of mine go? i didn't ask you to go back to your zombie ways. come on. i still have my bad side but when i'm with you, i'm being the cousin that you want putting aside my bad side. you? simply treat everyone the same. do you know that different ppl have different level of tolerance?

you noticed your changed? well i know you're gonna change even before you're gonna. thought about that? do you still remember what i told you? if you remember, i don't see the point of typing it out here.

so you want the "tk kisah pasal perempuan" cousin aye? so wait. hmm ... does that includes you too. you're a girl too right? so am i on the right path now to not care about you? hmm ...

"do you remeber?"

2009-11-29T01:30:00.003+08:00

changing for the better or for the worst ...

somehow, things change. yes you're right. but has anybody told you that you've changed? i guess no. i know it'd be pointless for me to say it to you because you won't admit. no one will admit they have changed. do you know that you weren't like this back then? do you know that you're under influence and that's why you're like this? do you know that i've never meddled with you phone unless you told me too? do you know all of these? you left out all of these points. i admit i wasn't the best cousin you ever had. i've never been there for you. but have you thought that at one point of time, someone needs their privacy. i can go all out with you but at times i can't. what happened to my old anti-social and non-hyper active cousin? you always complain that i'm turning into someone who you don't know. just look at yourself. i'm trying so hard to be the cousin that you want but you just end up to be someone else. i have lost all my tolerance towards someone and i don't want you to be next. please. all i need you to do is to think before doing.

"everybody's changing ..."

2009-11-28T15:44:00.002+08:00

i feel so insecure. i feel that i have no privacy even between me and my blood. i feel that i got "raped". i feel disrespected. i feel useless. i entrusted her with my phone yet she had to abuse it. oh well. who am i right? i don't deserve to get any privacy. hah.

2009-11-26T19:48:00.002+08:00

do you know how is it like when that someone took away someone from you? it's very heart breaking isn't it? i shall explian in a different context.

disclaimer : what's written here are my thoughts and have got nothing to do with the real world.

Mr. A and Ms. B were a couple. Mr. A had a friend Ms. C. Mr. A and Ms. C are very close. they share their secrets and all. Ms. B thought otherwise. she thought that they were having an affair. she was partly right because Mr. A and Ms. C had feelings for each other back then. Ms. C felt bad and decided to remain friends with Mr. A. Ms. B felt pointless hating Ms. C. so, they became friends. Ms. B and Ms. C are friends till now and they further their friendship. what happened to Mr. A and Ms. C's relationship? anybody knows? are they still friends or are they strangers to a point where they have to come with secret code names to address themself.

think about it. only then you'll understand how difficult it is for a guy to tell his girlfriend about his girl friend.

"history."

2009-11-26T19:21:00.002+08:00

i shall thank God for making me able to be an Extrovert and an Introvert. at times, i just need you to know that i need time for myself and basically keep things to myself. you should know me. i don't like to share my thoughts and all with ppl even though you're a dear to me. i just wanna solve it by myself. you gotta understand that. i'm sorry if i kinda like gave an attitude infront of you guys. i don't wanna blow up due to my thoughts/probloems and that should explain why i kept quite all the way. millions of apologies.

with love,
noorasLam ...

"thoughts that could kill ..."

2009-11-25T16:12:00.005+08:00

Favourite Girl is loved but i hate the singer. hehe. love the guitar and the words still, hate the singer. teehee. :D

My prized possession, one and only
I adore ya, girl I want ya
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
Your my precious little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you

"my favourite girl is ..."

2009-11-23T15:04:00.003+08:00

thanks to you, i have a bad temper. you went too far and you tested my patience without fail.

back then till now, you're still doing it.

2009-11-23T14:37:00.002+08:00

dammit Singapore. must you cut short all movies?? what's the point showing the movie but not showing all? oh gosh. now i have to go online to know how it really ends. seriously, watch it with someone.

2009-11-21T19:07:00.004+08:00

Clarity of mind means clarity of passion, too; this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently and sees distinctly what it loves.

"A loving heart is the beginning of all knowledge."

"thoughts in the evening."

2009-11-21T11:14:00.002+08:00

"Ucapkanlah kasih
Satu kata yang kunantikan
Sebab ku tak mampu
Membaca matamu, Mendengar bisikmu"

"ada cinta."

2009-11-19T20:25:00.004+08:00

a week after O level and i'm still hunting for work. but nevermind. i shall not find any for the time being. i've been out all day ever since the end of O level and i realised that it's getting mundane, going to the same place everytime. going home late is no longer an issue for me. hmm ... maybe i should learn to stay home and not rot. at least do something productive like ... i don't know. anything maybe. i should save up too because i still owe dear cousin a tub of B&J'sChubby Hubby. and i need money for my own expenses. that's where finding a job come into the picture but i just can't seem to get one. faggot. nevermind, i guess.

oh well, it's been a while since i've been on a date. i guess i have to get used to being single for now. life is short. i should tryto enjoy while i still can and not go around chasing girls like how majority of my class mates said and cousin, yes i won't be flirtatious anymore. hopefully i can. hmm ... maybe one day i might end up going out on a date but who would be my date? that's the question. i guess i have to wait and let it happen naturally.

"kini aku pulang sebagai lelaki baru."

"kembali pulang."

2009-11-17T20:13:00.002+08:00

usually around this time, i'm spending my time with someone before sending her home at 10. now, i'm unable to do that anymore because there's nothing between us. indeed this date is/was a significant day for the both of us. i can't deny that. all i could afford to say was, "Happy supposedly 1 year". no more long messages, no more sweet dedications, no more anything. that was what i could type in my phone and send to her. and that's it. that's what i can only do on this very day when it used to be a wonderful day for the both of us ...

"ku cintaimu tak bererti bahawa ku harus mmemilikimu selamanya ..."

"or can i ..?"

2009-11-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

i screw up my audition. that's right. urgh!

2009-11-14T12:45:00.001+08:00

audition's today. i have no scores, no drum stick and my mind is clueless. oh well. just have to come up with something.

Bossa Nova maybe? hmm ...

2009-11-12T11:42:00.005+08:00

yesterday was my last paper and now i'm officially free. woohoo! but the official date to the end of Olevel is this Friday. but nevermind. i'm done. hahaha. okay. yesterday i went to Wing Tai Pte. Ltd. for a walk-in interview for shops under Wing Tai. basically i asked for Ben Sherman and Topman. so i have to wait for a week for them to call. hmm ...

i really have a busy week. today i have to clear my Madrasah Project. tmrw i have a Picnic with Malay students from 4D & 4E and Madrasah will be at night. and on Saturday i have Orkestra Melayu Singapura(OMS) audition which is at 1530 but before that, i have to head down to BN to get my choice piece. haiyo. what a busy week. nevermind. after this week, i'll be busy with another thing and that's if they call me. hahaha.

"we only got 86 400 seconds in a day
to turn it all around or to throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying."

"live like we're dying."

2009-11-10T12:17:00.002+08:00

Lacoste, Topman, Esprit. i applied for Lacoste and Esprit. Topman not yet. hmm ... so ppl. if both Esprit and Lacoste call me, which one should i pick? oh wells ...

2009-11-08T21:08:00.004+08:00

tmrw i'll be out with Yayah, Zaky and Loy to try our luck at Royal Sporting House(RSH) HQ to apply for a job. right now we don't even know where to work at. Pull & Bear, Lacoste, Rockport, RSH, Stadium, Zara and Mossimo Dutti. aiyoyo. hahaha. whatever it is, Pull & Bear is my first choice. woohoo! all the best to us man.

anyway, today i went out with Niece and Cousin. oh God, so hyper la the 2 of them. hahaha. i can go crazy you know. but like i've said on the previous entry, they are fun to be with. hahaha. oh, have i told you that i'm auditioning for Okestra Melayu Singapura(OMS)? hahaha. dammit la. audition date is on the 14th and i have not prepared any scores yet. shit. i'm dead. anyway, went to City Hall with Niece to meet Izzat and Suzy. both are her uncle and aunt. they are cool ppl. and i got 2 free shirts from Izzat. woohoo! it's from Domanchi. never heard of it but who cares. hahaha. so yea ppl. that's about it.

till the next entry, take care yaw! :D

"hoping."

2009-11-06T16:00:00.003+08:00

alright. the skin has been changed and i'm satisfied with it. hahaha. cool. right now i'm left with only Science(Physics/Chemistry) Paper 1. after that party all the way beybeh. NOT! hahaha. i'll be busy finding a job but i have a few connections so it won't be a trouble. (: anything find me at Marina Square. (: if not, just call my phone la deyy.

okay okay. about yesterday. watched Love Happens with HannatheNiece. one noisy niece. hahaha. thanks to her, Mai has become like her. so noisy. now i have to bear with 2 not 1. aiyoyo. hahaha. but they are fun ppl to be with. (: chill eh krg. we are still a family. (: alright. about the movie. it's not a typical relationship kinda movie. the movie is about a guy who wrote a book that helps you forget about your past. i know it doesn't makes sense with the title but you have to watch it to understand it. (: all in all, it's a good story.

till the next proper entry, take care readers. (:

"1 paper left yaw!"

2009-10-30T23:35:00.000+08:00

"Kekasih yang dulu hilang
Kini dia etlah kembali pulang
Akan ku bawa dia terbang
Damai bersama bintang

Kekasih yang dulu hilang
Kini dia telah kembali pulang
Betapa senang ku dendangkan
Dan takkan ku lepaskan"

"if only ..."

2009-10-29T17:06:00.002+08:00

distant like the moon and the star

but close in the heart.

"di lamun rindu."

2009-10-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

"i won't break my promise."

-explain that.

"i still hold on to mine ..."

2009-10-22T15:19:00.001+08:00

same time, same place, same people, different person.

"a total difference."

2009-10-21T22:31:00.002+08:00

taken a back

"held tight by the hand."

2009-10-18T20:10:00.003+08:00

What i wrote down

are thoughts from my mind.

Simple words are used

but i know you won't mind.

If you fall,

you know i'm there.

And that goes to show,

i really care.

By all means,

take all the time you need.

Think it through

before we proceed.

I'll end it here

with full of love.

The purest i can give,

is as white as a dove.

with love,
Noor Aslam(:

"there's always that one person

that will always have your heart. (:"

2009-10-17T21:55:00.003+08:00

life's great, i guess. i don't know but lately i'm just not myself. i feel like i'm losing someone soon. i don't who but it feels like someone that's close to me is gonna leave. it's like a cycle. one by one is leaving. is my life have been set to be like this? honestly, i don't know. hmm ...

every 17th used to be a big day for me. now it's not. i have to admit. my life is not as bright as it used to. now knowing that you're much happier with life, i'm glad i can carry on with my life with no worries. do smile/laugh always. you know that's your charm.

as of now, i don't know what to do with my life. i don't feel like carrying on with this game but i'm still young to end it just like that. true enough? this is just the beginning i suppose. surely there's more to come ...

"memories shared,

it can't be compared."

2009-10-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

i really had no mood for school today. kept falling asleep. if not, got distracted by my moving-radio-partner, Kasyidi. kept singing MJ's songs and kept imitating his hiccup trademark. oh well. 2 and a half weeks left before the first written paper. hmm ...

imagine if you were a bee. you fly here and there to find honey. you come across the sweetest honey but you told yourself that there's gonna be a more sweeter honey than the one you just found but ended up, it is not as sweet as the first one. what will you do? go back to the sweetest honey, keep finding or go home empty handed?

digest it through. you'll get my point.

"everybody knows ..."

2009-10-05T16:46:00.003+08:00

i'll take my leave from your life. don't you look back girl because you don't see me like how you used to. from now, i won't regard you like how i used too. seeing you happy/smiling is what i want and if by turning back, it'll just break that smile of yours. let me take my leave as of now. it's what you want from the beginning. all the best in life and your future. may God bless you in everything that you do. take care.

with love,
noorasLam ...

~~"niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen."~~

"bodohnya diriku ..."

2009-09-28T21:14:00.002+08:00

today marks a special day for someone whom i've met for more than 10 years. i hope she had a blast on her special day. Nisa, i wish you all the best and may you succeed in life. do study hard and make your parents proud. i know you can. also, be a good role model for kedek. guide her through in secondary school life. all the best and once again, happy 16th birthday. take care. (:

with love,
noorasLam.

"dengarkanlah permintaan hati ... "

"19 december 2008 ..."

2009-09-27T22:38:00.003+08:00

1st - Lewis Hamilton
2nd - Tim Glock
3rd - Fernando Alonso

what happened to those days where it was Ferrari one-two finish? well i guess the team really needs Felipe Massa back in the team. Kimi Raikkonen is not on-form, somehow. well, if only Michael Schumacher could race again, Ferrari would have take the pole position. nevermind. we'll see who'll be crown champion afterthe remaining 3 races.

hanna came to my house today. it doesn't feel weird like how it used to. everybody was talking. took some pictures and dad sent her home at about 845. although there's nothing between us anymore, mummy still dotes on you. (:

"it felt like before."

"good times."

2009-09-26T16:45:00.002+08:00

it's been a week since raya started. and within that week, i've spent all my money on my bike. 50bucks gone for new tires. no big deal. i expect this year's collection to be less than a 100 due to school. it's okay. i'm thankful enough with what i've got. (:

back to square one now for me. i have to start saving up my money for other parts of my bike. but the most important thing is that i must save up for an upcoming birthday. oh gosh. i guess i won't in school. we'll see how. currently i'm listening to Dik by Wali Band. it brought me back to the good ol' day where i gave my words to someone to take care of her in any circumstances. good times ...

and i swear my phone is being such a bitch. playing all the sentimental songs and all. one by one memories are being played in my head. but guess it had to be then than now. hmm ...

"Ku akan menjagamu
Di bangun dan tidurmu
Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu
Ku akan menjagamu
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh"

"lelaki baru ..?"

2009-09-22T18:12:00.002+08:00

okay. i must admit, it's getting dusty in here. oh well. things are in a mess right now. you readers should know in one way or another right? shall not elaborate any further ...

life has to go on no matter what happens in between. be it a good thing or a bad thing. true? i must be honest that it feels different now to not have a partner to laugh with, talk with etc. but oh well. things just don't go the way we want it to. we plan for the future but God determines it. life has indeed changed for me. going solo gives me a lil bit more room do to things my way and my interest. come to think of it, what's the point having the time but no one to spend it with. true? so don't blame me if you guys text me and i don't reply as how i usually do because i'm picking up riding again and my bike is the only thing i can shower my love to, for now that is. although i may look happy on the outside, think again. those who knows me will surely know that deep down inside i'm not. i'm just putting a front because i don't like to make ppl worry. if i can handle it myself, i wouldn't wanna bother others.

hmm ... it feels empty now. losing your close ones. everyone left instantaneously. but if this is what i deserve, then i shall accept it. i may have a lot of friends but not all are my true friends. i shall thank Rahami, Shirieyn, Eera, Ida, Afiqul, Aidil, Zaky, Iffah, the 6 gone case and those who have been my true friends. having you guys here just brightens up my day. i thank you all for trying to bring back that smile i always put on whenever i meet you guys. appreciate it much. (:

to nisa, hmm ... things have indeed changed between us after the 27th of June. well i hope you still can maintain your friendship with Hanna because she's an amazing person. trust me. she is although she tends to show her wild side more.

to my beloved niece, i may not be the one for you but i am still here to carry out my duty as promised. i wouldn't wanna let baba/mama down. as promised, i'll take care of you from far and will still be here to lend you a listening ear. you got my words.

i shall not rant any further. i'll end it here. so,

till the next entry, take care readers. (:

with love,
noorasLam(:

2009-09-06T16:25:00.000+08:00

life's different now. it used to be together, two by two but now, easy say, i'm going solo. well, it may take a while for me to adapt but i'm not sure if it's gonna be a short period of time or not. if this is the best, then lets just stay as it is because things won't be the same after what had happened. take care.

with love,
noorasLam.

it's easy to let go but it's not easy to comeback ...

2009-08-19T23:04:00.000+08:00

before anything, i just wanna say that i won't be blogging that much(on hiatus maybe) due to my big brother and sister's project. they needa use the laptop so yea. i'm tryna be understanding here so i hope you ppl too. i'm out. take care.(:

2009-07-29T22:50:00.000+08:00

a quote from an unprofessional liar,

"we came up late because i was eating and was in the toilet. ):"

no one will buy these words. true enough? hahaha. we have different kind of ppl in 4B. (:

2009-07-28T19:38:00.001+08:00

jokes for the day. (:

"eh _____ go ask teacher for pad uh. who knows she has a bigger one? (:"

"eh _____ use layers of pad!"

it came from a guy and the way he says it was super hilarious. hahaha. (:

2009-07-26T00:31:00.002+08:00

yesterday i "dated" my bestie to catch the fireworks preview! itwas beautiful. i love the red heart firworks. how i wished girlf was there but it's okay. i understand. (: we'll catch it next time again okay girlf? (:

before i went to catch the firworks, i went out with girlf to get a storybook. yes ppl, i read. (: i got a book called The Good thief. it's about this 9 year-old bot who lost his parents and his left arm. nobody wants to adopt him so he was put in an Orphanage. until one day, a man claims to be his uncle came and took him home. but he wasn't his uncle. easy say, he's a theif. he expects the lil boy to work for him. so, long story short, it's either his life or his freedom. i haven't read it yet because it's with girlf. hahaha.

anyway, i got home at midnight and mum didn't realise it. hahaha. here's the convo,

mum : kate da pat Simei? tk balek-balek pun? (i thought you said you're at Simei? Where are you?)
me : org dapat dlm bilik da. (i'm in my room already.)
mum : mama tk dgr pun? (i didn't hear you enter at all.)
me : tk la. org da pat rumah da. (no la. i'm home already.)
mum : oh. okay.

that's the convo. well, mum must be worried and tired. that should explain why. (:

i'm stuck at home now. i feel like a pig because all i wanna do is to sleep. hahaha. well, i ought to have my rest after a long day yesterday and school. hahaha. take care everyone. i'm turningin, i think. hahaha.

"it's been a while. (:"

2009-07-24T23:47:00.006+08:00

Subway, Eat Fresh! was where we had our late lunch/early dinner. girlf should be content with that. hahaha. mainly today accompanied girlf for her DPA interview. according to her description, it went well but it's the other way round for her. hahaha. whatever it is, all the best with the results. (:

some people are meant to be remembered.
a significant person may leave behind beautiful memories
but you need something that symbolise that person to remind you
about the memories that were created.
hold on tight to it
and may those memories flow through your mind.
i love you. (:

with love,
noorasLam(:

memories shared,

it can't be compared. (:"

2009-07-20T20:29:00.004+08:00

forget about today. forget about what happened. take it as if nothing was being said. put it behind you on just look forward. people are bound to make mistakes. so yeah.

"Still I Cry Alone At Night
Don't You Judge Of My Composure
'Cause I'm Lying To Myself
And The Reason Why She Left Me
Did She Find Someone Else?"

left hanging ...

"mad world."

2009-07-19T21:19:00.002+08:00

Happy 8th Monthsary to Girlfriend.

went out today to make it up for Friday. watched Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince. awesome. really. you may guess it who's the Half-Blood Prince. catch it to understand it. (: went shopping for girlf's shoe. i picked it for her and it's from Guess. (: home-d by 8. sorry for the quick update. i've got lots to do.

"miss those moments ..."

2009-07-16T21:28:00.002+08:00

And I still believe

That there is more love than hate

There's more heart than ache

And we are stuck in this great big world together

And I still believe

That there is a lot at stake

There's no time to wait

We can change the world if we try

We're gonna change it forever

"I still believe ..."

2009-07-15T20:41:00.002+08:00

"Tuhan anugerahi sebuah cinta kepada manusia untuk dapat saling menyayangi. Bila kebencian meracunimu, tidak akan ada jalan keluar. Damai hanya jadi impian. Kita tidak akan boleh berlari dari kenyataan bahawa kita manusia .Tempatnya salah dan lupa jika masih ada cinta di hatimu. Maka maafkanlah segala kesalahan, cintailah cinta. Bila kamu boleh memaafkan atas kesalahan manusia yang mungkin tidak boleh dimaafkan, tentu Tuhan pun akan memaafkan atas dosa yang pernah tercipta yang mungkin tidak boleh diampuni."

"jangan pernah ..."

2009-07-14T22:13:00.003+08:00

leaving isn't the best way to run ...

"i thanked God for meeting a great person like you" -remember this?

2009-07-13T20:05:00.004+08:00

for more than 10 years, we've known each other. to let go again is the hardest thing to do. we hated each other. we simply despise the sight of one another. those days ended with a beautiful ending. an ending that may be an embarrasing moment for one or maybe both. we laughed knowing how cute those days were. we smiled knowing how close we were. we cry knowing that those memories can only be played back in our minds but can't be re-enact in real life. and we tend to regret for letting go because those memories are hard to come by and to let it go again, is to simply forget the wonderful time that we had back then and now. we reunited. but some felt that it's a trouble that we're creating. you let go. you didn't want to make things worse. but now, we went through another phrase but you want to let go. what's gonna happen to all those days, those memories? and is this gonna be the last good bye? what's gonna happen? and ultimately, is this what you really want?

"Duka membuat kita sembuh"

"the last good bye?"

2009-07-11T23:31:00.002+08:00

i know it's a bit late but yea, i've watched Transformers 2 : Revenge Of The Fallen. (: it was an awesome movie. the sound effects and all. and hell yea, Megan Fox is one hot babe yaw! :D rock on girl! anyway, i had a good time today. i got my Pull & Bear shirt changed and got another one for myself. (: and also i received another birthday gift. woohoo! and choice of cigarettes has been a problem for me. when i wanna have filters, i feel like having menthol. and when i have menthol, i feel like having filters. i guess i need to have 10 for each huh? hahaha. oh well. nevermind. i'll get use to all types of cigarettes anyway. hahaha.

i guess i lost quite a lot of money. i really need to stop spending. and maybe after O, i'll work for awhile to recover the money that i've spend on. it's gonna be hard. i know. earning money ain't easy man. i guess i'll feel the the tiredness/difficulty in earning money. dad, i'm gonna know how it's like having to work to support yourself and the family. gosh, in 2 months time O's are coming man. shit them. i guess i need to make full use of curriculum time. all the best man.

to strawberry, i miss you much okay? tomorrow we meet can? (-_-" what a way to ask a question.) anything text me okay tomorrow? we'll meet at the usual place. Insya-Allah. take care b. have a good night's rest. good night. (: (--,)zZ...

"i never wanna see you cry."

2009-07-10T23:44:00.002+08:00

"cinta bukan tentang menyintai seseorang yang sempurna tetapi menyintai sesesorang yang tidak sempurna dengan sempurnanya."

dalam dunia ini, tiada sesiapa pun yang sempurna. ada yang cuba untuk menjadi sempurna demi seseorang. tetapi sesesorang yang berpendirian diri yang akan membangkit dari yang lain kerana mereka tahu bahawa dengan berpendirian diri dan tidak cuba untuk menjadi sempurna, mereka akan diterima oleh kekasih mereka tanpa ragu. jadi, janganlah pernah berubah untuk menjadi seorang yang sempurna kerana hidup ini tidak pernah sempurna.

i suck in Malay. hope you understand what i'm trying to interpret ...

"imperfect perfectly."

2009-07-08T21:30:00.004+08:00

Like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon

Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon

Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon

Gone Too Soon

Tribute to the Greatest Entertainer, King of Pop, Michael Jackson. Rest In Peace.

"Gone Too Soon ..."

2009-07-06T21:52:00.003+08:00

it was raining and girlfreind was so pissed because her plans didn't go as planned. but her mind was so spontaneous that she decided to change the venue to Istana Park. it was suppose to be at Singapore Botanical Garden though. we were suppose to have a picnic there but had it at the Istana Park. it was super duper fun. i had three presents in total. and all were from girlfriend. first i received a big ballon with "Happy Birthday!" on it. (: then a Sesame's Street plush toy. this blue colour one. i forgot the name but it's not Cookie Monster. hahaha. it's the one who always wear a cape. hahaha. then i received a box containing a Pull & Bear tee. woohoo! i swear it's super nice but the size was big. hahaha. we went back to Takashimaya to get the size change right after we're done with our Pizza, Chicken nuggets and Strawberries(feeling-feeling HSM. hehe. xp) yumyumyummy. :D

although everything didn't go as planned, i still had fun because my girlfriend specially planned this for my big day. i thank you so much for the effort that you've put in to make this celebration a wonderful one. thank you b. i love you + plus the gifts too. hehe. xp

pictures are at Facebook though. (:

"Happy 16th. (:"

2009-07-04T16:36:00.002+08:00

i felt like a bloody pig today. i had nothing to do last night so i stayed up till 3:30 a.m. i slept all the way till 4:30 p.m. oh gosh. i missed the first part my weekend. but nevermind. monday is a school hoilday so i have a little bit long weekend. hahaha.

yesterday was my MT O level oral and dayum it was about Music. it went well, i guess. i totally suck up to them. and both invigilators were laughing when i talked. it's either they laugh about what i say or laugh at the way i talk to them. oh well. i don't know. hopefully i nailed it. (:

i must say that yesterday was my stupidest day. i swear. i screwed my own girlfriend's plan which took months to prepare on what to bring and what to do. and all this was planned for my big day. how stupid can i get? a surprise is a surprise. i know but i hate surprises. i'm sorry i didn't tell you earlier. i'm really am stupid. i'm sorry for pissing you off last night and i'm sorry for making you cry last night. if you wanna call it off, then go ahead.

after realisation, the other party felt that things weren't the same anymore. we were not that close as before. everything is different. we don't share things like how we used to and the other party don't seem to tell things anymore. well i guess things do change. i hope the other party is doing fine there. have a safe trip to and fro.

"everybody's changing."

2009-07-01T22:15:00.003+08:00

finally, i got hold to my long waited watch, G-Shock G9000 Mudman(red). woohoo! it's my birthday present from my mum, brother and sister. as for dad, i'm still waiting for the precious Samsung M8800 Pixon. hahaha. thank you dearest family. i love you guys. (:

"the art and style

of a family. (:"

2009-06-29T21:21:00.003+08:00

Never Let Me Go

that was one of the caption for a photo of you in my phone. i've never wanted to let you go. i swear. why would i wanna let go of someone who has made a big impact in my life? why would i wanna let go of someone who plays a very important role in my life? i know at times i neglected you without realising it and abandon you for my clique. i never meant to at all. and i know i've been spending more time with my clique than with you. but even if i wasn't with you, i still think about you and i want to end my day with you being the last person i see. you've touched my heart and soul. i can't possibly let go of you. the past days or maybe months have been rough, i know but i hope you know that you still hold the key to my heart. it's hard to see you go. i really want you close. every single thing you do, is much appreciated by me, even if it's the smallest thing because in the end, it's these small things that we remember. little imperfection that makes them perfect for us. i would really want the old us back. i'm sorry. i love you b.

"little imperfections

that makes them perfect"

2009-06-27T14:00:00.000+08:00

Cancer is considered "feminine", negative (introvert) sign. It is also considered a water sign and is one of four cardinal signs. Cancer is ruled by the Moon. Cancer is considered compatible with Pisces and Scorpio.

Aries is considered a "masculine", positive (extrovert) sign. It is also considered a fire sign, and is one of four cardinal signs. Aries is ruled by the planet Mars. Aries is considered compatible with Sagittarius and Leo.

I'm "feminine" - they are supposed to be naturally less communicative, more receptive and more sensitive than the fire and air triplicities. They prefer to draw upon personal resources to achieve their lives' goals and tend to be reserved, cautious and often retiring - in extreme cases standoffish. "Past-oriented" because it is supposed negative signs will focus on the past and be more resistant to change than positive signs.

Hanna's "masculine" - they tend to be more communicative, buoyant and sociable - broadly matching the extrovert personality, aiming for a large number of friends and to focusing on working with them rather than on their own resources. "Future-oriented" because they are seen as less conservative and resistant to change than negative signs. Whilst they are often less interested in preserving the status quo than negative signs, in the case of the fire signs at least this is often opposed by the desire for power and prestige.
-adapted from Wikipedia.

we're two different people. hahaha. but opposite attracts. hahaha. elaboration on girlfriend's blog. (:

2009-06-27T13:33:00.000+08:00

Ashley and Annabelle. 2 greatest people in life. although they were like Fire and Water, can't get along and hated each other, i'm glad that they've put everything behind them and start anew. it must've been hard to make the decision of starting anew. but it's for their own good. instead of sitting back and figuring what the hell happened, they can simply converse with each other to actually know what happened. the wonders of being friends. i thank you both for being friends, more like bff. hahaha.

i must admit, it's kinda awkward seeing the both of them talking to each other and laughing together. honestly, it's like seeing Jennifer Aniston with Angelina Jolie having a great time with each other. but i'm glad that everything is cleared once and for all. everything is okay now i guess. well Ashley and Annabelle are having fun texting each other. so i guess everything is okay. (:

by now you guys should know who i am referring to. Ashley is my wonderful girlfriend, Hanna and Annabelle is my bff, Nisa. yes people, they're friends. hahaha. i love the both of you la okay? (:

more about Cancer and Aries later. hahaha. :D

"2 dearest people. (:"

2009-06-25T21:02:00.002+08:00

I got conned, big time.

thanks uh eh.

2009-06-24T14:25:00.003+08:00

hello there. fuck the holidays. why? i can't seem to get the time update this blog thanks to the unfairness among my siblings. my brother got his own lappy and will never let anyone else use it. not even touch it. the old laptop is with my sister. and i'm left with nothing. the only time for me to hog on the lappy is when my sister is not at home which is quite impossible though. nevermind i shall stop complaining.

thanks to the rain, i can't get my butt out of this house to play football as planned 2 days ago with the clique. oh well, luck wasn't on our side. i guess eddy will have a fun time sleeping today after ton-ing(sp) till 7 along with aan. grr~ anyhoser, i want new graphic tees. :D but i'm so in love with the one's at topman. woohoo! it's been a while since i last shop there. all thanks to girlf la for asking me to get graphic tees. hahaha.

oh gosh, i swear i'm just gonna rot at home since it's raining outside. on second thoughts, i shall go out when the rain stops. hahaha. oh well. i don't know what's got into me. hahaha.

till the next post, take care readers. (:

"ke alam rahsiamu. (:"

2009-06-17T20:29:00.002+08:00

to this beautiful young lady up here, *not editted*, i'll like to thank you for going through this rough ride together with me for 7 months. thank you very much syg. and so, i'll wish you a happy 7th monthsary. i'll make it up for today tomorrow alright? (: i love you b.

with love,
Boyfriend.(:

"7 months and still counting. (:

2009-06-11T19:52:00.002+08:00

you're not the same old person anymore.

guys love the chase? spoken by a true man. you're in that category too.

loyalty, honesty & sincerity. the 3 essential things.

trust & love. the other 2 key things.

2009-06-05T18:32:00.002+08:00

can somebody please save me before i die from school. i'm not having a good holiday due to classes from 8 till 4. that'll be my June holiday plans. cool shit don't you think so? oh gosh. next week will be the most _______ (fill in the blanks) day. i'm going all out with 3 hours of D&T. shit ass. if by next week i can't finish the damn bloody project, i have nothing to say.

till the next post, take care readers. (:

"it's been so long."

2009-06-02T20:19:00.002+08:00

hello there. for the very first time me, girlfriend and Rahamad stepped into Tampines 1. after so long, today was the first time we stepped into that mall. reason being, they'll be a lot of people during the first few days but, there's still a lot of people today.

millions of apologies to my 2 dearest people : Kak Min and Shirieyn. it's not that we didn't wanna ask you guys out but, i didn't know if you guys are available. it's my fault. don't blame the others. i was supposed to text you guys but i didn't because i lost track of what i'm suppose to do but to make it up to my mistake, we'll be going out on the 3rd week of June. sounds good? i'm really sorry though. ):

to null, thanks for the laughters. and it was nice meeting your friends they're nice people. really. (:

and to girlf, thanks for the day. if it weren't for you, mmy day will be a very mundane day for me. thank you for the laughters. (:

"sorry dearest people. ):"

2009-05-31T22:28:00.004+08:00

hello there. before anyone make any assumption about this blog being dead, i shall make it clear that it's not. well, it is my fault that this blog looks dead because of the lack of updating but there are some issues between me and updating the blog ; internet connection. it has gone bonkers but what the hell. it's okay now.

tomorrow's the big day for all students taking MT 'O' Level. all the best and make your parents proud. it's just the beginning of it. so be prepared and do your best. don't be too commplacent because it may be difficult than it looks. but then again, i know you all can do it. sleep well and go for it. do it once, do it well. take care. (:

with love,
noorasLam(:

2009-05-23T01:35:00.001+08:00

"love is not about loving a perfect perfect person.

it's about loving the imperfect person perfectly."

2009-05-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

you shout at me, i shout at you back. you get angry at me, i get angry at you back. you throw my things, i'll throw yours.

i'll add more fire to it. isn't that what you want? fire and fire gives a bigger fire. it'll be damn interesting i tell you. better be ready. you will never see it coming, i swear. good luck.

2009-05-16T18:24:00.001+08:00

Bagai bintang dilangit
Begitu cinta kita
Tak kan pernah binasa
Meski terhapus masa

Terima kasih tuhan
Kau telah sempurnakan

Telah engkau ciptakan

Dia untuk diriku

Aku bukan pujangga

Yang pandai rangkai kata

Yang ku punya hanyalah

Hanya segenggam cinta

i love my girlfriend. :D

2009-05-11T00:58:00.002+08:00

i can't sleep because i'm missing you. if only you could be here with me to accompany me through out the night. that'll be the greatest day of my life. i swear. don't bother about me when you read this. i'll probably get my sleep after this entry. thank you for yesterday though. take care sweetheart. good night. i love you. (: (--,)zZ...

"sleepless night."

2009-05-09T22:34:00.003+08:00

it's been a long time since i typed and update here. well, i guess this blog can be un-private for the benefit of those who's been asking why the heck this blog is private and for whatever reason. well, let's just forget about it alright? i wanna share a lil' bit about something which i came up with like spontaneously(sp) and i'd like to type it out rather than pen it down.

it's strange and amazing how a person can change one's heart so quickly. she
did nothing but just be herself. she made him feel so special that she didn't
even realise how deep she has touch his heart. at one point he thought that
love was so far away but she came into his life and showed him a better day.
that's why he's been thinking about her so bad that he is crazy in love with
her. all he wanna do is to just be with her and give her the best of everything.
he can only do that if she is willing to let him take her by her hand and build
their dynasty of love together. with their strong love for each other, no other
feeling could be compared with and to break it apart, no one would
dare. so to the lady who knows what i'm referring to, will you let me take you
by the hand and watch how our love for each other grows as day goes by? that's
all i'm asking. will you let me?

with love,
nooraslam

2009-04-25T21:22:00.001+08:00

with love,
boyfriend(:

2009-04-25T18:08:00.002+08:00

th caption says it all, "tiada dua bagiku". meaning, "there's no two for me". in simple words, "you're the only one". so baby, what i wrote on the picture is what i really want to convey to you and to others that there's no one but you that i wanna be with. (:

p.s. i love you very much. (:

you can steal the picture if you want to. hehe. xp

"tiada dua bagiku. (:"

2009-04-22T20:05:00.004+08:00

the weather was so humid. and all i could think of was the time to really past real fast so that i could take a break. i guess girlf felt the same way too. but what a bad way to end my day with D&T. hearing Mr Chan's voice was the last thing that i wanted. he'll keep talking and expect us to listen and then, will scold us for not doing our work. what's that all about? the man is so weird. gosh, i'm left with less than a week to my mid-year. i really need to ace this so that my mind will be free from stress and will be able to concentrate on Prelims, then O level. i'm feeling the pressure now. it's super scary.

anyway, a quick update on SYF results,
Symphonic Band : Silver,
Modern Dance : Gold,
Choir : Silver,
Drama : Silver
Malay Dance : Silver,
Chinese Dance : ??

hopefully Chinese Dance get Silver or above to match with the others. it feels gret that our Performing Arts are producing great results. kudos to Modern Dance for clinching Gold. they came as Bronze Dancers and came back with a comfortable Gold. kudos to Choir too. they were a C.O.P Choir and now, look at them. they're a Silver Choir now. right Iffah? (: congrats to all. but to Drama, don't be dishearten. i feel what you all feel. we too dropped from Gold to Silver. but there's this saying, there are ups and downs in everything. so all the best for 2011 Central Judging for both Symphonic Band and Drama. i know you guys can. (:

p.s. i'm missing girlf ... :(

"Center Of Excellence For Performing Arts?"

2009-04-19T19:59:00.001+08:00

Take my hand

I'll take the lead

And every turn

Will be safe with me

Don't be afraid

Afraid to fall

You know I'll catch you

Through it all

"can i have this dance? (:"

2009-04-17T23:50:00.001+08:00

Happy 5th Monthsary. (:

from shopping,

to the movies,

to shopping again,

to Delifrance and

finally home,

you just make me the happiest guy on that day.

thank you so much baby.

with love,

boyfriend(:

"5th monthsary. (:"

2009-04-10T00:18:00.003+08:00

it's 18 minutes past midnight and i miss my girlfriend. oh gosh. must she have fever? sigh ... b, please meet me tomorrow. i really miss you ... :'(

2009-04-09T22:00:00.001+08:00

i'm a useless boyfriend ... *sigh*

2009-04-08T18:52:00.001+08:00

Girl, Close Your Eyes
Let That Rhythm Get Into You
Don't Try To Fight It
There Ain't Nothin' That You Can Do
Relax Your Mind
Lay Back And Groove With Mine
You Got To Feel That Heat
And We Can Ride The Boogie
Share That Beat Of Love

I Wanna Rock With You (All Night)
Dance You Into Day (Sunlight)
I Wanna Rock With You (All Night)
We're Gonna Rock The Night Away

Out On The Floor
There Ain't Nobody There But Us Girl,
When You Dance There's A Magic That Must Be Love
Just Take It Slow 'Cause We Got So Far To Go
When You Feel That Heat
And We're Gonna Ride The Boogie
Share That Beat Of Love

I Wanna Rock With You (All Night)
Dance You Into Day (Sunlight)
I Wanna Rock With You (All Night)
We're Gonna Rock The Night Away

And When The Groove Is Dead And Gone (Yeah)
You Know That Love Survives
So We Can Rock Forever

I Wanna Rock With You (Yeah) (All Night)
Rock You Into Day (Sunlight)
I Wanna Rock With You (All Night)
Rock The Night Away Feel The Heat Feel The Beat Rock You Into Day (Sunlight)
I Wanna Rock - Rock The Night Away

"rock with me girl. (:"

2009-04-08T18:39:00.002+08:00

Samsung M8800 Pixon

i've been eyeing on a few phones since i wanted to change my old Sony Ericsson W760i and i've come acrossthis phone, Samsung M8800 Pixon. oh gosh, when can i get hold of this elegant phone. i swear i can't wait any longer. hahahaha. but good things comes when we wait, true? hahahaha.

"dream phone. (:"

2009-04-06T19:35:00.002+08:00

if you come up to me and asked who is my girlfriend, i'll proudly say Sharifah Hanna Syawaliah Bte Fadzli Al-Edrus's name out loud with no fear because i love her and you should know that. (:

with love,
noorasLam(:

"that's my girlfriend. (:"

2009-04-05T20:05:00.002+08:00

"don't forget the lyrics. (:"

you've guessed it. girlf and i played this game, which she claimed to be the lamest game, in the bus going towards Sin Ming. i sent her to her uncle's place for tuition buy duh wei. we were so bored and ended up playing "don't forget the lyrics" in the bus because there was a traffic jam near Salvation Army headquarter. gosh, it was a half an hour traffic jam. you can do lots of things with that given time. hahahaha. and hell yeah. something fun will always happen whenever we're together. right b? that resulted us to play with our Rubiks and play games. hahahaha. and ooh, i finally mastered the last step for solving Rubik's famous 3x3 cube. hehe. all thanks to girlf. overall, it was a fun outing with beloved girlf. thank you. and ooh, i love you b.

"a day with girlf. (:"

2009-04-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

"Band number 70, Bedok North Secondary School, Silver."

we've failed to sustain. sorry Alumni ...

"the learning journey is

the most important thing."

2009-04-01T20:59:00.004+08:00

the Band is left with less than 24 hours. tomorrow's the day. all the best to Bedok North Symphony. i have faith in you all. i know you guys can do it. (:

"prevail and sustain. (:"

"put your heart and soul in it. (:"

2009-03-31T21:14:00.003+08:00

"i think the Band can get Gold With Honours." - Mr Yeo

oh gosh. he have a very high expection on us. well if he wants that, probably he would have to wait a little longer because now we're not up to that standard yet. even though to them we sounded good but to us, we're nowhere there yet. but we can achieve our goal because we have the confidance to do it and will put our heart and soul to it. knowing Hougang got Gold just add more pressure to it. everybody wants to play as good as them or maybe better. well all i have to say is that we have to make use of tomorrow in order to achieve our goal ; sustaining the Gold for 3 consecutive times.

"sustain the Gold? hmm ... "

2009-03-30T21:01:00.004+08:00

3 more days and that's it. we're free. and i must say, today we sounded good. better than previous practices. but we still need to work harder to achieve our goal. knowing that Regent Wind Symphony got gold just make things worst. gosh, how i wish Bedok North Symphony is still under Mr Lim's baton. nevertheless, we're still his first band to achieve a gold medal under his baton. and i know we can still keep it up and prove to all that we're still the same Bedok North Symphony that was once under Mr Lim.

and to girlf, thank you for having faith in the Band. i'll make you proud by leading this Band together with the other EXCO to success. thank you for the motivation. i love you. (:

"go BNBand! :D"

2009-03-29T16:43:00.004+08:00

sunday morning and the rain is pouring. and what all i could think of was, sleep. i really need my sleep after having a long week in school. Band practices till late night. celebrated girlf's birthday, fiesta and again Band practices. but then again, tution had to come in the way. what a bummer.

meeting you was what i needed to calm the uneasiness in me. thank you for the night baby. i love you. (:

"feeling lethargic."